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Weddings, Entitled aunts, etc.

01.09.2025

Second entry before this page is even up LOL, but whatever I got stuff to say and this page isn't done. I was in my cousin's wedding this weekend. It was beautiful. I fully cried about 5 times bc of how happy I was for her. Genuinely I let out a sob in the dead silent church LOL, but it's just crazy!! I've known her my whole life she's been like a sister to me we're like best friends and especially when we were kids we were always together. I've seen her go through SO much and for her to now be MARRYING this guy who treats her so amazingly and for her to find love she never thought she'd find again just makes me so emotional!!!! So yeah I cried crazy LOL

I did however nearly get into a damn fight with some old french lady I hardly know over the music at the reception... I drove up with the bride and groom and watched them painstakenly make the playlist for the night. Making sure there was a mix of everything, putting all their favourite songs on there, and putting requests the guests had given in their RSVP like they asked. And then these entitled mfs start complaining because god forbid they didn't know two songs that came out after 1980!! God forbid it wasn't country!!! They started trying to get into the bride's phone running around asking people if they knew the password, I came over to talk to my mom who they were accosting about it and this random aunt of the groom (WHO HIS MOTHER FORCED HIM TO INVITE BTW!!) with a fuck ass bob starts yelling in my ear over the music to the point of it literally hurting my ear bc her mouth was ON MY EAR and I DONT KNOW THIS WOMAN, complaining that they need more country they don't know this music blah blah blah. I literally straight up said "It's a playlist that the bride and groom made that has a mix of everything so just let it play, don't touch her phone, don't change the music (bride's name) and (groom's name) made this." But they obviously didn't give a shit because they continued to bother anybody they could find to change it. Eventually when the bride was outside my sister asked her if it was okay if they changed the music and she was like yeah sure wtv I'm out here for a while anyway. So yeah they started playing like old as hell songs and they were all dancing sure good for them but it's not their wedding LOOL???? They were treating it like a family reunion or like it was one of their weddings, like yeah the bride and groom are in their mid 20s of COURSE the music is gonna reflect that???

Then it became like a self fulfilling prophecy where none of the younger people were on the dance floor bc it was all old ass country which hey I can get down to some old country don't get me wrong but there's only like 1 dance move you can do so when allllllll the songs are old country well like.... It's not rlly fun to dance to sorry LOL esp the songs they were playing. And they'd like come outside where all the young people mirgrated to bc the music sucked LOL and would be like "come danceee come dancee why are you out here?" Like... idk maybe because y'all have turned this into oldies night at Le Club D'Age D'Or bitch?? If someone pulls that at my wedding they're getting kicked out HELLO like idk it just really pissed me off. How can you be THAT entitled and think your opinion matters that much in this situation and how can you think it's okay to try and break into someone's phone to change the music at your nephew's wedding.... UGH!! It especially urked me considering I witnessed all the work and thought that went into making the playlist. BUT the bride and groom still had a good night so at least there's that!! If she had been more upset about it I'd have steam rolled a mf I don't care lmaooo.

My bf looked real cutie though hehehe and it was nice to dance with him to the slower songs and some of the faster ones we actually knew LOL and he made friends with all the groomsmen because they're all french too lol. All in all it was a success besides the aunts LOL and I did get to hear songs I liked in the limo before hand AND the same person who paid for the limo paid off the bar so I was slammin those vodka gingerales can't lie!! (She def married into money LMAO his fam was paying shit off left and right, but good for her bc he's a great guy tbh!!!) Also I slayed, I looked v nice and my hair was nice which is what I was most worried about LOL.

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24.08.2025

Hello hello!! SO okay update: I quit my job lol, Saturday was my last day!! Very happy to no longer be working there but now I'm stressed to be on the job hunt lol. Out of the fire? and into.. a different frying pan? Haha it's fine though. I can actually drive now vs last time I was job hunting, which really broadens my opportunities. Anyway, NEW SITE LAYOUT WOO!! Finally it's actually up! I worked really hard to make this and I love it sooo much!! Very much hoping it doesn't look completely messed up on some screens and that none of the javascript breaks LOL this site is held together with a couple thumb tacks and some scotch tape but wow I really think it's beautiful and I'm really proud of myself!!

So I'm gonna be in a wedding this weekend! Excited and nervous, I have no idea what I'm doing with my hair and makeup and nails and of COURSE I'm breaking out... I'll have to ask the bride how much she cares about no pimples in her wedding photos LMAO like how good is the photographer at photoshop bc my chin is crazy rn LOL. I'm sure she doesn't care though tbh. My dress is beautiful though, and bonus I can definitely wear it again like as a guest at other weddings, that's always nice especially bc it wasn't cheap hahaha.

In other news I guess I'm going to a country music festival next year??? Very unlike me, but two of the artists I DO actually like... Like dammit they got me... But one of my friends who also isn't realllyyy a country fan is going so at least I'll have her there and can skip the second day bc I don't care for that artist. Genuinely can't express how much I normally would NOT go LOL. But it'll be fun I think! and I'll get to do some country girl cosplay with my girlies and my bf HAHA.